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2010-01-31T03:10:00.002+08:00

My Heart Broke .. This Time Its Real .. All Those While I Kept On Faking .. It Really Hurts Now .. I Give Up .. Give Up On Falling In Love .. Falling In Love With The Same Person .. She's Better Off Without Me .. I'm Totally Down .. I Felt Like Crying .. But Something Inside Me Told Me Not To .. I Dont Know What Else To Do .. I Have To Be Strong .. Move On Ayul .. Move On .. There's Still Lots More Things To Go Through In Life .. I Really Love Her .. But I Have To Go .. Im Sorry .. All The Best in Life .. Take Care .. Goodbye

2009-11-07T10:42:00.002+08:00

Went Out With Dearest Mimin On Her Birthday(4th Nov) ..
Met Her Under Her Void Deck To Pass Her The Present ..
And Then We Head Straight To Cineleisure(Tk Tau Spell) ..
Catch A Movie Titled "Jeniffer's Body" ..
Yeah!! .. Megan Fox, She's Hot Hot Heat ...
But Still .. My Dearest Tetap Hottest .. Kan Kan Kan? ..
LOL!! .. Tkmo Kembang Uh Kay Kay ..
And Too Bad .. I Wanted To Suprise You With Something ..
I Dont Know Whether Its A Suprise To You .. I Dont Think So ..
But Something Just Happen And I Think Its Not The Right Time ..
Argh!! .. My Plan Failed .. If Not We'll Be Together Attached By Now ..
Pfft .. But Nevermind .. There's Still Time But I Just Dont Know When ..
Maybe A Month Later .. Erm .. Or 2 Month .. Maybe 3 Month? ..
Okay .. Stop .. Change The Topic ..

Argh!! My Bestfriend!! Wawan!! ..
He's Going To Court On 14 Dec And Im Going To Camp On 12 Dec ..
Omg!! He Wanted Me To Come But This Ns Thing Just Screw Up Everything ..
Haizzz .. I Hope You'll Get A Lighter Sentence .. You've Been Release From SBH For Only About 10 Month And Now You'll Be Inside Facing Walls Again ..
I Hope You'll Repent After Your Next Release ..
Im Gonna Miss You Sia Bro!! ..
Damn La!! ..

To All:
Sad/Bad/Worse Things Always Happen In Lyfe ..
But We Just Have To Endure The Pain ..
Dont Let Your Emotions Control Your Mind ..
Let You Control Your Emotions ..
Be Strong .. Dont Let Yourself Down ..

2009-11-02T20:01:00.003+08:00

OMG!!!
I Just Hit Her With A Guitar On Her Eye ..
By Accident ..
Im Really Sorry Darling ..
Pfft ..
Today Is Fun =D ..
When I Open My Eyes, U're Beside Me ..
Now You're Not =( ..
Ok This Is Lame xD ..

2009-10-22T18:11:00.006+08:00

Oh Well ..
I've Planned To Tell You On Friday ..
But You Find It Out By Yourself Today ..
Yeah .. It's Been Long Since I First Hunt For The Same Blood And Scent ..
Its Just That You Didn't Notice ..
Since 9th August, Im Observing Everything ..
Im Waiting For The Perfect Time To Engage ..
The Perfect Time Is When You Gave Up On The Victim ..
But My Guessing Was Wrong After All ..
You're Still Hunting The Victim But You Do It Slowly ..
I Don't Want Any Of Us(Vampires,Vampyre,VampWolf) ..
To Get Drifted Apart Just Because Of The Same Blood We're Hunting ..
And Yeah ..

Vanquish = Defeat And Conquer ..
But I Don't Have The Intention To Defeat My Own Flesh & Blood ..
And I Don't Wish To Conquer Anything ...

Venom = A Poison ..
You Maybe Poisonous But Im Immuned To It ..
There's No Need For You To Bite And Inject Your Venomous Poison Anymore ..
To Me .. Its All Over Now .. No More Hunting For The Same Blood ..
I'll Withdraw .. *Lift Up A White Flag*

I Hope You Understand And Don't Take Things Too Hard ..
Below Is A Message For You Guys Who's Involve In This ..

( To My Flesh And Blood : 9m R5al12y 19or18y F15r 20H5 M9s21n4e18s20a14d9n7 )
( To The Victim : 9m R5al12y 19or18y , I H1v5 T15 G15 .. 9m W9t8d18a23i14g .. )
( To The Half Vamp, Half Werewolf : T8x F15r B5i14g T8e18e W8e14 I N5e4 Y15u .. )

2009-10-21T22:52:00.004+08:00

Must I Move On? ..
Must I!?
God .. Help Me!! ..
What If I Move On, Maybe She'll Get Dissapointed ..
What If I Dont, Will She Be Happy? ..
Does She Have The Same Feelings Towards Me? ..
Can Someone PLEASE TELL ME!!
Im Just Weak When It Comes To LOVE!!
Argh!!
Only My Ex-Best Friend Knew That My Weakness Is Love ..
Now Everyone's Gonna Know It !!
Haiz ..

Ps: ouYevoLI !!

2009-10-21T22:43:00.003+08:00

OMG!!
I Can't Believe My Tears Are Flowing Down My Cheeks ..
What!!
This Feelings!!
At Last .. I've Admit That I Love You ..
I Wanna Call You, Say That I Love You And Hang Up ..
But .. I .. Dont Have The Courage To ..
Haiz ...
No One Knows That I Love You ..
Not Even A Single Soul ..
Except For You ..
I've Kept This For A Long Time ..
Can I Make You Happy?
Can You Make Me Happy?
Can We Last Long "IF" We're Together?
Haiz ..

2009-10-21T21:45:00.002+08:00

I Got This Feelings For This Someone ..
But Im Confused ..
Not About Choosing ..
You Wanna Know Why I Didn't Text Or Chat With You For A Long Time ..
It's Not That I Want To Avoid You ..
But I Don't Want This Feeling Of Mine Gets Any Deeper ..
If It Gets Any More Deeper ..
I'll Be In The Love World ..
Yes, I Do Like You ..
I Do Care For You ..
But Im Scared That It Will All Fall Into The Drain ..
Im Not Scared Of Being Rejected ..
I Don't Want This To Lead Into A Big Failure ..
That's Why Im Avoiding Myself From Falling In Love ...
Argh!~ Im Confused ..
Haiz .. Till Here Then .. =D

2009-09-30T18:43:00.000+08:00

To Those Who Don't Know Me That Well ..
Please Read This Shyt ..
Im Someone Who Loves Being Sarcastic ..
Can't Take My Words? .. Get Hurt Easily? ..
Tell Me Next Time .. So I'll Be Nice To You ..
I'll Be The Most Nicest Person In The World When You're Around ..
Dumbfuck .. Do You Think Im Going To Do That? ..
Try Confronting Me About My Attitude ..
See What I'll Reply ...
C'mon, This Is Lyfe ..
Mostly You Will Go Through Worse Obstacles Than The Good Ones ..
I Got My Own Lyfe ..
I Know What Im Going To Do ..
Don't Like What I've Been Doing? ..
Don't Just Say That You Don't Want To Mix With Us ..
Do It!! .. I'll Be Waiting ..
See? .. All Talk No Actions ..
I Hate People With Two Faces ..
C'mon .. Hate Me Now!!
Hate Me As Much As You Can ..
Im Happy With That ..
Hate Me You Fucking Moron!! ..
I Need True Friends ..
I Don't Need A Friend With A Mask On ..
Understand?! Two Faces?! Get It?!
Get A Lyfe And Stop Interfering With What People Are Going To Do Or Mix With ..
Think You're Perfect?! Look Yourself In The Mirror ..
Im Not Perfect As Well ..
Damn .. That's Enough For Now ..
Thanks For Reading This =D
See Ya ...

2009-09-23T08:35:00.002+08:00

Argh!!!!
Help Me !!
When Will This Sickness Go Away?!!
Haiz ..
I Can't Sleep Well ..
Nose Blocked On Both Side..
Cough Here Cough There ..
And The Most Irritating Part Is My Breathing!!
Its Hard For Me To Breathe ..
Damn It !!
I Don't Have Asthma And Why Is This Happening ..
Haiz ..
I Will Not Be In Good Mood Until This Sickness Ends ..
For 1yr+ I Don't Fall Sick And This Time So Rabak! ..
Its Like The Sickness Can Talk To Each Other And Plan To Attack Me On Raya ..
Thanks La!!
Its My Raya Gift =D
YAY!! -_-

2009-09-22T08:11:00.003+08:00

Argh!! Mawning !!
Haha ..
So So Sorry I Didnt Update My Blog For 2 Days ..
Damn Tired After Coming Back From Raya With This Flu And Cough I Got !!
Thx Sickness .. You Came At The Wrong Time ..
And Yeah!

First Day Of Raya Was Great!
But I Was Irritated By This Flu I Got On The First Day Of Raya ..
Argh!! #$%*&#^ !!
First House Was Grandma House On My Father's Side ..
Then The Rest Was My Cousins ..
Ouh One More Thing ..
I Got To See My Kakak Sedare Or Makcik Ehk .. Tak Tau La ..
Damn!! She's HOT Siol ...
Pweety, White, Educated ...
Wah!! Im Melting .. LOL!!!
And We Came Back Home Around 11 ..
Wah Sey La !! Tired Argh !! Haha ..

Second Day Of Raya Was Great Too ..
And I Was Irritated Again By My Flu Plus An Additional Coughing !!
WTH!!! #%^&$*#&$ !! Haha ..
I Think I Smoked Alot =( ...
Went To My Cousins House All Over In Singapore ..
From Jurong Down And Downwards Till Pasir Ris ..
Tired Tired Tired !!
Came Back At Around 11 Plus ..
And BOMB !!
Undress Everything Im Wearing Expect For My Boxer =X ..
And Zzzzzz .. Gone To Wonderland Without Taking A Bath ..
Haha ..

Haiz .. I Woke Up At 8 Today ..
*sobs*
My Throat Are Hurting Me !!
HELP !! Can Anyone Take A Vaccumm And Stuck It In My Mouth And SUCK ALL THE FLEMS OUT !!
Ok .. Till Here Then ..
Gotta Go Bathe And Out To Skate =D ..
Weeeeeeeee~
Bye2 ..

2009-09-19T13:51:00.000+08:00

Yawnz ..
Woke Up At 6+ In The Morning With The Busuk Face But Still Cute ..
Haha ..
All The While From 6+am Till 1+pm In The Afternoon I've Been Sitting Infront Of This Comp,
Playing Dota ...
My Eyes Are Hurting!! Arggh ...

And Suddenly Around 1+pm My Sis Ask Me To Meet Her Up At Toa Payoh ..
So I Take A Quick Bath And Dress Up ..
And OMG!! It Rains Heavily ..
Dang .. Walking With A Slippery Slipper Makes Me Wanna Fall ..
Hang Around Toa Payoh Till 4.15pm And Fetch My Mum ...
Reach Home At About 5+pm And Take A Quick Rest ..

Went Out Again At 6+pm To Orchard And Geylang With My Broz ..
Went To Orchard To Get A Birthday Present For Ayid ..
And We Head To Geylang After That ..
As We Reach Geylang, We Were Chatting While Walking Around The Bazaar ..
And Out Of Sudden, I Saw This Girl Escaping From Her Friends Because Her Friends Were Disturbing Her ..
And OMG!! I Can't Believe What I Saw ...
The Girl Who Were Escaping From Her Friends Suddenly Stops Infront Of Me, Giving Me The Shocked Look ..
And I Returned Her The Same Expression ..
It Was My EX!!!!
I Said This In My Heart,
" Azura!!! Omg!! I Can't Believe That We Would Bump Into Each Other .. I MISS YOU DAMN LOTS!! "
She Greeted Me By Kissing My Hand ..
Awww .. She Still Do That Even We Have Separated ..
That's What People Call RESPECT!! =D
We Chatted For Awhile With Her Friends ( Fyza, Adeq, Fie ) ..
And Adeq Came To Me And Asked Me A Random Question ..
" Ayul, Ape Da Jadi Ngan Kau? " ..
And I Was Like " Ape Jadi Ngan Aku? Aku Mmg Mcm Gini Pe " ..
She Replied " Scary Uh Kau " ..
And I Laughed ..
She Also Said That My Broz Are Scary ..
What The Hell ..
Which Part Of Us Is Scary? LOL!!
I Don't Understand ..
I Chatted With Azura For Awhile And We Seperated ..
I Gave Her A Wink Before Seperating ..
She Smiles =D ...

Haiz .. I Really Miss Her Lots ..
Azura, If You're Reading This, Then You Should Know How I Feel ..
I Do Still Love You .. I Really Do ..
Hello!? Touching2 Pulak Ehk Ayul!! Isk!! Haha!!

So We Went To Meet The Others ( Flex, Bert, Kid ) At Kampong Melayu ..
Sat Down And Joke Around ..
Suddenly I Feel Like Meeting Azura ..
So I Text Her And Ask Her Whether She Would Meet Up For A Chat ..
And She Said Ok! ..
I Met Her At Kampong Melayu Too ..
We Chatted And I Was Lectured By Her ..
She Asked Me About This Girl Name Ijah ..
And I Told Her Everything ..
She Said " Tu La .. Org Yg U Mcm Sial Dengan Ni La Yg Maseh BlaBlaBla "
And She Laughed ..
Seriously Azura, U Made Me Realise More ...
We Chat And Chat Till 11.30pm ..

So We Walked To Paya Lebar MRT Station And DAMN!!
No More Trains Left ...
We Decided To Take A Bus Home ..
I Fetch Her To Her Bus Stop And We Gave Each Other The "Goodbye Kiss" That We Used To Do When We're Together ...
Awww So Sweet =D

We Seperated ...
The Sentence Which She Said Earlier Kept Playing In My Mind ..
" Alah, Ni Sumer Skejap Je .. Nanti Mesti U Da Okay "
What She Mean Is, I Will MIA Again ..
No No !! I Won't .. PROMISE!! =D

Took Bus 28 And Slept In The Bus On The Way Home ..
And WTH!! I Woke Up At Toa Payoh .. It Was 12.30am .. Damn!!
No More Bus !! Haiz ..
I Called Up My Mum And Ask Her To Fetch Me ..
And She Did .. Thx Ibu =D

Reach Home, Grab My Skateboard And Went To Bishan Skatepark ..
As I Reach, I Said This In Mind
" Wah!! Macam Bnyk Org Je Dlm Group Kite Hari Ni "
We Skate And Chat, Skate And Chat ..
And We Gave The Birthday Present To Ayid ..
We Sang Him And Nina The Birthday Song ..
Took Photos Together As A Group .. Kecoh! .. Haha
And 3 ( Nana, Lyna, Sharon ) Went Back After The Photo Session ..
Left With Me, Ayid, Sham, Flexx, El, Sha, Zouk, Kid, Wani, Nina And Bert ..
One Of Bert's Friend ( Yul ) Came Down And Join Us ..

We Chat, Skate And Dance?! LOL! .. Damn Hilarious ..
Was Given Afew Riddles .. Some Of Us Like Slow In The Brain .. Haha ..
Me Too !! I Can't Answer Some Of The Questions .. Isk!! Bodoh Betul .. Haha!!
Chat And Chat Till Morning Around 7am ..
We Went To Skate Again ..
In A Few Hours Of Skating, KaBaBoom ...
Rain Started To Fall ..
So We Decided To Camp Under The Nearest Void Deck ...

As We Were Under The Void Deck, Suddenly Out Of A Sudden,
This Adek Bradek ( El, Sha ) , Main Hujan .. Haha .. Tkde Keje ..
After That, Sha Tied Up His Hair Like A Girl ...
Next, El Joined Him ...
Soon, Flex And Zouk Also Join ..
After That .. Me, Sham, Ayid Join And All Of Us Change To Different Characters ... Haha
Below Are The List Of The Characters

==================================
El = Minah Kampung
Sha = Girl
Flex = Nerdy Guy
Zouk = Matrep Zaman Dulu Center-Parting
Me = Minah Rep
Sham = Barbie Doll
Ayid = Mat2 Johor
==================================

We Took Alot Of Photos ..
We Were Damn Tk Betul With Each Of Us Nyer Perangai ..
Biase Uh .. Kate Not Correct People ( NCP )
Confirm Kecoh After You Guys See The Photos ..
And Yeah!!
Photos Will Be Uploaded Soon In Facebook And Tagged ...

So At Around 10am, We Packed And Went Back Home ..
Haha .. I Will Not Forget Today!!
Today Is The Bestest Day !!
Ok Then .. Im Tired .. Gonna Take A Nap Now ..
Bye2 .. =D

New Blog =D

2009-09-15T09:36:00.000+08:00

Ouh Yeah!!
I Don't Even Know Why My Mood Is To Create A Blog Suddenly ..
And Yeah!!
I'll Update Soon =D